hmm...kissed secret admirer mike lee on my porch and gave him my number. now there's something that hasn't happened in about a year and a half. wheeeeeeee ;o)

ever feel like you're ready for something big but you don't know how it will happen yet?

today is the first day of senior year. should go well. amidst class i have to get those grad school apps and financial stuff in order. we shall see we shall see.

also, the guy from ireland continues to confuse me stateside. most of the time i think we're just friends but i do still really like him and there are these times that i wonder if there really is more on his side. bah. also, to confuse and astound me even more, i have a secret admirer who plays guitar so well that i hold my breath. i found out who he was, but have yet to see him all year. still, one of the sweetest and most flattering things that's ever happened to me. then. i had a dream last night about the kid from the house last year i had a crush on, but who has become strictly a friend. we go to see a movie and the next thing i know we're kissing in my dream. weird. my conclusion is that i am ready for this, whoever it is. no more living in this static state of limbo, imagining things that never materialize at all, let alone in the movie-esque way i picture them. hmm...

but really i am so very happy this year. i am finding now more than ever that i am blessed with the greatest friends and oh so fortunate to attend this amazing school. the future looks brighter all the time. :o) take care guys and good luck with your year of school and/or work.